THE TOBIAS MATERIALS
The Clarity Series:
SHOUD 2: "Farewell to Shiva" - Featuring Tobias
Presented to the Crimson Circle
September 3, 2005
And so it is, dear Shaumbra, that we gather together for Shoud 2 of the “Clarity
Series.” We gather together all of the energies of Shaumbra all over the
world and on our side of the veil. We gather together the energies of our guests
and of the observers on this day, for many, many do observe.
Yes, as someone mentioned earlier, this is more than just a small mountain
cabin where you gather. It is a grand hall. It has multiple tiers and layers
and decks in it. And, it is not the humans who sit around in these other levels,
but it is the angels. It is the invited guests. It is the ones who wait for
months and months at a time to come in and be with you from the other realms.
Through your energy, the energy of the Crimson Council, we provide the passageway
for them to come in for this brief but enlightening experience of sitting with
all of you.
All of you includes those who are listening in today, watching over your Internet.
You are as much here as the ones who are sitting in the chairs. Your energy
is as much of a part of this group energy, even if you are not here in person
because consciousness is not a physical thing. It is something that exists in
the expanded realms.
And, your consciousness can be anywhere. Never let it be a slave to your body.
Never let it be held back by the overlays and the limitations of the human reality
and the third dimension. Consciousness can go anywhere. Today we join it together
in this beautiful, beautiful gathering.
As some of you know – as the toning and the breathing and the music was
being played, oh, what a wonderful way to let us flow into your reality –
as some of you know – and you think perhaps your mind was playing tricks
on you, or you were just imagining something, oh, indeed you were imagining
– but, yes, I indeed was posing for you. I was setting my energy patterns
all around Cauldre and Linda, posing energetically for you to watch the play
of colors and forms and energy movements. And, some of you didn’t see
it with your eyes. You felt it within your being. But, then you shut it down.
You said, “That could not be me. It has to be some crazy part.”
Dear Shaumbra, open up and accept what is real and what is clear. I indeed
was allowing my energy to come in in very artistic, quite fashionable ways to
you today (some laughter), to play, to get you to open up a bit. And, for some
of you who were open enough to acknowledge that I would talk to you, indeed
I was chatting away with you, much to Cauldre’s consternation. But, I
was chatting with you as we were preparing and getting ready. I can do that,
and you can too. I can come in and have a conversation.
And, some of you felt a bit of it coming through, and then said, “But
why would Tobias want to talk to me and me alone? He's preparing for this grand
Shoud.” I want to talk to you and you alone because I love you dearly.
I know you well. And, we are all family. You are as worthy and as honored as
anyone else here today. And, that's why I came and whispered in your ear.
Things are changing, Shaumbra, rapidly. And, that is a delight. It is difficult
at times, but it is a delight. After we had our last Shoud together, things
changed once again on Earth. You could feel the energies all around you. And,
we want to take a moment here before we launch into the heart of our matter.
We want to take a moment here, and together with this beautiful Shaumbra group
energy, soften things a bit for you.
You can do that, you know. You don't always have to carry around the hard stone,
the one with the jagged edges, the stone that cuts your hand and that is difficult,
the stone that weighs a hundred pounds and that is a burden. Sometimes the stone
can be smooth. It can fit into your palm. It can feel gentle and reassuring.
It can be round without the hard edges. We can do that right now together. It
is about breathing and imagining. Let go of that big, hard stone that you have
been carrying around.
Oh, life, yes, can be hard. It can be very harsh at times, very, very harsh.
You exist in a harsh dimension. Everything is so real, so tangible. It has such
an effect; everything has such an effect. You know, on the other dimensions
energy doesn't have the direct effect like it does on Earth.
Take that hundred-pound rock you have been carrying around with you, and hit
your head against it. It hurts. You can feel it. You can’t do that on
the other dimensions. That is one of the great joys of living on Earth…
yes, hitting your head with a stone, if you choose (some laughter). Sometimes
there are those on our side we’d like to… but we don’t.
But, let us smooth out that stone. Let us make it more palatable. Let us make
it easier to carry. Let us make it a reminder rather than a burden. Let us make
it a source of comfort. Let us remind us how over many, many lifetimes you have
smoothed out the rough edges. Many experiences have taken off the hardness,
the roughness of the rock, created it round, created it smooth, much like the
waters of a river will smooth out a stone. You can do that in your life.
You say, “Well, what school do I need to go to find out how to do this?”
You’re going through the school of hard rocks (audience laughter). And,
now even Cauldre thought that was funny (more laughter). He is trying to refrain
from laughing but he finds me quite amusing today.
Simply imagine that smooth rock, the beautiful stone created as any stone you
want. Keep it as a reminder, a reminder of how you have taken off the hardness.
Let us add to this beautiful stone, as real as a real stone. You say, “But
it is just imagination.” Ah, think again. It is very real.
Now, to this beautiful stone let us add some beautiful color. Oh, it can be
any color you want. Stones don't have to be gray. They don't have to be black.
They can be any color. Your stone can be infused with a soft purple energy on
this day. It can carry a soft pink. It can carry a radiant blue. Or all of them…
it can be a rainbow stone that you bring in.
Bring those energies into your stone, into this beautiful, smooth stone. Take
off the hardness. Sometimes colors, even in your reality, can be harsh. Even
a gray can be very harsh on your physical reality. So bring in any colors you
choose. Infuse it into this beautiful stone of yours as a reminder that life
can be smooth and easy whenever you choose it to be.
And, now bring in some soft, beautiful and soothing music into the stone. Yes,
music can exist in a stone. Why not? Who said that it can’t? Every stone,
every rock in your physical reality carries the song of Gaia in it. You just
haven't listened. So, you can infuse your stone with any music you choose, such
that when you hold it in your hand, or you hold it up to your heart, you can
hear that music. And, it sings a very special song for you because you put it
And, this beautiful, smooth stone can hold a beautiful energy for you. Any
time that you are feeling the roughness and harshness of physical human reality,
just breathe in the energy of the stone. And, it can smooth things out because
it will remind you how all of your experiences have given you wisdom, smoothed
out the rough edges, taken away the sharpness.
The stone can also hold clarity, beautiful clarity. Clarity is seeing beyond
what is obvious. Generally people take a stone for the stone. They think it
is very literal, just a piece of rock, and a lot of it on Earth. But, it can
carry so much more. Your stone in its clarity can have music, can have color,
can have graceful dancing energies.
Take this imaginary stone out of the other imaginary realms. Bring it into
your reality in a potential bubble. Breathe it into your life and watch how
it manifests… perhaps as a literal stone… perhaps as many other
things in your life. It is that simple and that clear.
So many of you have gotten wrapped up in the very rough energies lately. And,
it is no wonder, for they have been difficult. We are going to talk about that
a bit today. We are going to do some interesting things today with you. We are
going to get a couple hundred million people mad at us today (some laughter).
But, it is also helping to release things which are no longer needed.
So, let us start by introducing our first guest. We ask you to feel the energies,
to breathe it in. Get out of your mind. Only feel. This is not a guessing game.
If you wanted to be psychic, you should be in a circus (some laughter), not
here with Shaumbra. We are a group and a family of feelers. Guessing is only
throwing darts at potentials and seeing which one hits. And, once in a while
you get it right. Most of the time you won’t.
Instead, let us feel the energy that flows in on this day to be with us. Breathe
in and feel its life force energy of our guest. Actually, there are two guests,
one we will introduce now, the other we will introduce when hundreds of millions
get mad at us.
Breathe in the energy of our first guest and feel. Oh, it is an interesting
guest to be sure. It is very appropriate that it is here today. It is as tangible
as the stone in your hand that you created and the stone in a physical Earth
underneath your feet.
The energy of our guest today is the new entity that is being created called
Shaumbra. Shaumbra… you know, we have used that word for many years now.
You have felt the resonance with that word. It helped to trigger something within
you, a remembrance of who you are and why you are here on Earth right now. This
energy has actually grown and transformed and had its own process of birthing,
its own type of incubation and finally a birth.
And, it is real. It is not just a word anymore. It has become an entity, an
entity without a soul, of course, because it is a collective of all of you.
But, with this mass infusion of energy in this past month or so of time it also
allowed the true birthing of Shaumbra, going beyond just a word, something that
you talk to each other about and how you refer to each other.
It has now been birthed into full consciousness. In other words, it has taken
its unique place in the consciousness of humanity. It is like an entity. There
is a Shaumbra being that has now been created. You are part of it. Your energy
is in it, just as it is in the Shoud right now. Shaumbra has become real. It
has become a true entity unto itself.
So, we ask you to breathe that in and to feel what it means, an entity that
you can call upon, for it contains a support. It contains an energy that comes
in to assist you. Much as I, Tobias, would come in to assist, much as Hossaf
came in last month to assist, much as the energies of Metatron come in, Shaumbra
can now come in to be with you, to work with you.
What Shaumbra means, in a sense, in its literal interpretation, is “family
of home.” Shaum… Sha-haum-berah… “family of the rock”…
you see… the rock, the stone… the stone that you can smooth –
it has been smoothed by all of your lifetimes in Atlantis and in the times of
Yeshua and in the times of the New Energy. “Family of the stone,”
“family of home” – it contains the essence energy of divine
birthing, the divine unfolding in this reality. Sha-haum-berah, our family,
is made real, made into an entity by the very work that you have been doing.
Shaum-berah, this energy that now reaches out to touch all other humans, waits
patiently for them to call upon it, and upon you for what you have to offer,
what you have to teach, what you have to share. *
In this last month, Shaumbra, you have birthed Shaumbra, taking it out of the
far and distant etheric realms, birthing it, bringing it into Earth now so you
can use it as a tool. You can use our guest yourself in ways that were not possible
in our last Shoud or any of the previous Shouds. You can use this energy now
for your own good and for that of humans who are ready, willing and able.
This energy of Shaumbra, the entity, continues to evolve and change. It doesn't
remain static and neither do you. It continues to have its own dynamic type
of spiral or evolution. It has – as you have – the desire to express.
Since it is God energy – just as you are God energy – it has a desire
to expand, express, discover and create.
The Shaumbra energy doesn't want to be put in a box, and neither do you. It
doesn't want to be limited by fear, and neither do you. Shaumbra energy doesn't
want to be told that it “can't” because all it knows is “can.”
Shaumbra energy doesn't want to be told why it is limited because it is here
in the human dimensions now, that all it knows is one dimension and only one
dimension that it operates within. It operates here on the third dimension.
It operates in the fourth. It operates on every different dimension. And, so
do you… so do you.
The Shaumbra entity doesn't want to be told that it can't bring in the energies
that it chooses and desires. It wants to have – like the playfulness of
a child – it wants to have the ability to play with them all. And, so
do you, for you have helped create Shaumbra and this new entity. The Shaumbra
entity doesn't want to be held back because of its past experiences, because
of other things it has felt from a long time ago. It wants to express itself
in the Now moment without worrying about what happened yesterday. And, so do
The Shaumbra energy doesn't want to be held back because of a story, doesn’t
want to be held back because of fears, doesn't want to make choices based on
limitations. It wants to make choices based on the fullest expression of its
being. And, this is you. See yourself in Shaumbra. Let Shaumbra see itself in
Take a deep breath and allow the guest of Shaumbra to be fully with you today,
for now it means more than a word. It means more than a trek that our family
has been on. It means you in the Now, in your full Creator-ship.
So, dear Shaumbra, dear guest, let us talk for a few minutes about the dark
energies that came in, massive amounts of energy infusing themselves into the
Earth realms and into this dimension over the past five weeks of time. It was
felt by you before they ever got here. You could feel this like a freight train
rolling right into your reality. It threw some of you off even before it got
here. It threw you off in the mind, in particular, and sometimes in the body.
And, then it entered. Then, it came through the portal. And, with this massive
amount of energy came also the energy of Metatron, your voice in Spirit. And,
it came to Earth at the most appropriate time. And, it came in honored by all
of the angels, knowing that it was needed, knowing that change was being called
for, knowing that it was time for clarity and clearing on Earth. This energy
came in, and it came in its raw form. It came in and found its way to the most
– how to say – accepting type of carriers and vehicles, the most
And, of course, it found its way into the waters, into the air, in particular.
And, the waters and the air swirled together, intensifying and manifesting the
dark energies, energies brought in by fear, Shaumbra, not your fear, but the
fear of humanity, the fear of making the change. The dark energies began their
You saw what happened in this past week or so of time. You saw how the energies
started out in the air and the water and then moved towards the land, a natural
gravitation, for even Gaia called out, and said, “I too am ready for a
change. Come to me. Be with me and all of those who I hold in this land.”
The dark energies manifested in the air and the water. And, they moved through
a corridor before hitting land. They moved through a corridor, an area that
is known for its Old Energy, literal Old Energy: drilling platforms, oil, petroleum.
And, they danced upon the Old Energy, calling in the new times, the New Energy,
heralding the change. They danced all over Old Energy and caused quite a bit
of chaos in the Old systems.
Then, they came to land, and they cleared out buildings. And, they cleared
out much of the energy, Old Energy, being held by Gaia. If anything here, as
it came across land, it helped Gaia to release Old Energies. And, there was
devastation in human terms: buildings and houses that were demolished, humans
that were forced from their homes, and many humans who gave of their lives at
It was about Old Energy, clearing Old Energy, energies that were stale, energies
that were very stagnant, that needed some outside force coming in, literally
answering their call for help. Now, it might seem that this was a rather interesting
way of doing it. But, it answered their cry for help. “Dear God, help
get us out of this hole and this pit that we’re in. Help get us out of
the darkness and the despair that we’re in.” And, it did. The energies
of Spirit can be quite literal. It moved across areas that were old, areas that
were stuck, areas that were ignored by other parts of this country, and even
As it moved across, it cleared. It also forced a tremendous amount of attention
on these areas. And, it gave humans a glimpse of how other humans are interacting.
It gave humans around the world a glimpse at human consciousness, at themselves,
at the reaction, humans stranded in these places that were affected with no
supposed help coming from the outside.
Part of the reason that it gave these people who were also representing humans
at the time… it gave these people time to have to think and to feel to
not be rescued. Their lives, many of their lives, had been dependent on always
being rescued. And, now there came a period where they had to take care of themselves.
They weren’t just doing it for them. They were doing it for all of humanity,
and therefore should be honored.
The hurricane cleared much. And, the clearing will continue to go on for some
time. The rebuilding will be interesting. From our side we are wondering, “How
will it be rebuilt? Will they try to duplicate what was there before?”
Or, will consciousness have shifted enough to say that we need to rebuild in
a new way, in a different way, in a New Energy way that empowers everyone?
In the aftermath of the hurricane you’re going to see other Old Energy
systems turned inside out and evaluated… energy systems like your financial
structure. Indeed prices are going to go sky high on gasoline, on your home
materials, on food, on everything. Oh, yes, look… you’re going to
find prices going high, inflation possibly hitting everything, everything changing,
not just in the land of America. But, all over the world, it will have an impact.
The wave isn't just the physical wave of the water. It is a wave of consciousness
clearing out the old. And, it is time for the reform of economic systems. They
too are stuck in many, many ways.
You are going to see that wave come over. We’re not telling anyone here,
anyone listening to this, to have a bit of fear because that wave doesn't have
to take you under. It doesn't have to wipe you out. You can ride right on top
of that wave in the most loving and honoring manner. It doesn't have to cause
you any difficulty in your life. Be in the energy of Shaumbra. Be the smooth
stone, the graceful, colorful, musical stone.
Gasoline can go sky high. Somehow, it just won't seem to affect you. Food prices
could go very, very high. And, it just doesn't have to affect you, not personally.
You see, it is a time of change here on the Earth. And, what was seen with
the hurricane is not the end. It was only a beginning. Changes can occur in
any fashion. Energy is just energy. It will respond to consciousness. If consciousness
wants the changes to come in a harsh and difficult way, they come that way.
But, it doesn't have to affect you. Remember, Shaumbra, it doesn't have to
affect you. Honor what is taking place. Honor it as it makes its way across
all of the different systems.
Education is another one, oddly enough, that will be affected by the hurricanes.
They have to stop and think when rebuilding the schools: what are we rebuilding?
They have to stop when they rebuild their places of government: what are we
really rebuilding? Is it just a facility to house the people who are supposed
to serve the people? Or, do we need to rethink our government, our ways?
There is more to come. The dark energies are here. And, the Metatron energies
are here also. How do you choose to have it in your life: that one-hundred-pound
rock with the hard jagged edges, or the smooth stone, the beautiful, beautiful
stone that can be anything you want? It is up to you. It is up to you, Shaumbra.
You chose to be here at this time. And, you knew things were going to change;
and they are. Now, what are you going to do?
So, let us breathe in for a moment. Breathe in the love and the peace and the
joy that can also be with this energy. It can also be with you here now. It
doesn't have to be dark and harsh. It doesn't have to hurt. Just because the
economy is going through its changes doesn't mean it has to affect you. Can
you imagine that? You can have all of the wealth, of health, of money, of wisdom,
even in these difficult and challenging times. And, they will continue, at least
for another two years.
So, the question is to humanity right now: what will you do? Where will you
go with this? What else do you need to come upon you to help waken you up, to
help bring you together, to help you to understand that you are God also? How
often does the destroyer energy have to come in to help facilitate the changes
that you have asked for?
Let's talk for a moment now about your guidance, the support that comes in
for you, Shaumbra, individually, personally and as a Shaumbra group. We love
now working with this – how to say – this new birth energy of Shaumbra.
Before it was – how to say – in its gestation period. Oh, it’s
taken more than nine months. It’s taken some six years for the full gestation.
But, that means that it is not just out in the outer realms and the ethers.
You have brought it literally to Earth. It is an entity in its own right.
Now, what happens to you and your guidance, your support right now in these
very, very interesting times of change? The support comes in for you from the
Shaumbra energy. It is also a doorway for other energies to come into your life.
Not only the energies of I, Tobias, and the Crimson Council… we are always
here with you. But, now with the recent changes and the new Metatronic energy
coming in to Earth, it also opens other doorways of support, support from the
angelic realms, support even from Gaia in ways that you haven't been able to
experience before, support from even energies of past lives that have been released,
their energies transmuted. And, now they too come back into your life.
Support means coming in to provide you with energy – not give you the
answers – but provide you with energy, provide you with a momentum to
back you up, to encourage you and love you, but also to help you flow and express
and create. The energies that come in to support – from the angels, from
all of the archangels – supports what you are doing. View it as like perhaps
a large type of flow, large perhaps spiral that comes back in through a funnel
and up into your reality, yes, up into your reality. It flows from the outer
realms, comes through the funnel up into your reality. And, here it is…
here it is.
Now, some of you in the past would have said, “Okay, angels, Tobias,
Metatron, what am I supposed to do?” But, you know better now. We say
instead, “We are here. What should we do? What should WE do?” What
are you going to do at this point? We can give you tremendous support, facilitation.
We can help you travel multi-dimensionally. We can help you open up some of
those clogs that you might have. But, ultimately you are the one that must do
it. That is why you are here. We are the team behind you.
The energy of Shaumbra comes in also into your personal, individual reality.
They are gathered around you, all of these energies right now. Oh, you thought
you were alone perhaps. No, they are gathered around, waiting and saying, “What
is it that you want to do? How is it that you want to express yourself? And,
we will support it. Begin, and we will be with you. Start the process.”
It is a whole new level of support that comes in now. Some of you have definitely
felt it in the last month of time. It comes in, but it begs of you, “What
do you want to do?” And, if you say, “I don't know,” now you
have a support team that also says, “We don't know.” They are supporting
you. They are supporting you in “I don't know.”
If you say, “I feel, but I'm afraid of making the right choice or the
wrong choice. I’m afraid that of all the potentials I might just happen
to pick the wrong one. Please, help me to pick.” All of the support energies
will also be afraid to pick the energy, fearing that it might be the wrong one
(some laughter). And, now you are all in this beautiful support system.
You say to yourself, “I am not worthy. I have not paid my dues. I do
not know enough.” All of your support will kick in immediately, and all
of us will say, “We are not worthy (more laughter). We don't know anything.
We don't have enough experience. Perhaps, we should live another dozen, hard
and difficult and suffering lifetimes to be worthy. You see, we’re going
to support you literally.” That is the way Spirit works. That is the way
we work. We can’t do it for you. We can’t make your decisions for
you. We can support you.
The moment Cauldre sat down and said, “I will open my mouth and let these
words fly out,” the support came in. Now, if he had said, “But I
need to go and read all of these books and go to all of these schools,”
he would still be reading books and going to school. And, we would be supporting
him. And, he would be channeling that very confused energy.
Some of you recently have felt a fullness or a thickness around you. It is
us coming in. And, I have to say that we will support you in anything, but we
are a bit impatient. We want to get on with it because you want to get on with
it. Some of you are waiting for a magic moment to get on with it, something
to descend, a burning bush perhaps (some laughter). Even some of you, I have
caught you looking for comets or shooting stars at night. “If I see a
shooting star, I’ll know that I’m on the right path.” We have
spent countless hours waiting with you to see those shooting stars (more laughter)…
a sign from heaven. We are bored; we are amused. But, we have to support you.
Our energy is here now, as is the energy of Shaumbra. And, we’re ready.
The engines are revving. It is time for you to put it in drive. “Oh, no,”
you say, “Me? Drive? I have no experience at this. Perhaps, Tobias, you
would like to take the seat and I’ll ride.” I will soon enough.
I will be back on Earth, and I will be the first to hop in that car. But, in
the meantime it is yours. It is time for you to put it in drive.
What is it that you want to do? Ah, get out of your head. Go to your heart
for a moment. What is it that you want to do? What is it? I have sat with so
many of you, and we have talked over and over. We have brought in Kuthumi indeed.
We have brought in Metatron and Quan Yin and Ohamah and all of the others. What
is it that you want to do? And, why are you holding back? Well, that’s
a silly reason. No matter what the answer was (audience laughter), that was
a silly reason, as Kuthumi would say. Why are you holding back? Let us hear
that again. That is the silliest reason we have ever heard (more laughter).
So, it is time – how to say – to get over it and to get on with
it. There are things that you want to do. How do we know? Because you are a
Creator and that's what Creators do; they create. They do. They are. They be.
They don't just contemplate it and then think of all of the limitations. That
is the un-creator. And, we’re going to un-create the un-creator today,
if you follow us.
Now, you have the engine revving. And, it is a high-performance racecar. And,
you are sitting there. And, fuel is expensive, you know (some laughter), and
getting more so. And, what’s going to happen is if you don’t put
it in drive and follow your heart’s desire and your soul's passion…
ah, I heard someone say they didn’t know what their soul's passion was.
Talk to your soul; your soul will tell you. There is a soul passion. It is different
than anything you could have imagined a year or two ago. It is different. It
is the Fruit of the Rose, and it is there now. It is part of your life. And,
if you can't discover what your Fruit of the Rose is, work with some other Shaumbra
to help you discover it. But, don't let them give you the answer. Just let them
be the annoyance so that you can find your answer.
It is time, Shaumbra, to get out there and do it. And, we say this not based
on our agenda or our desires. I could sit in my cottage until I am ready to
come into that body, smoke a few cigars and drink a few glasses of wine until
I come back as a rambunctious teenage boy. But, YOU are saying it is time. You
are saying you are ready. You are saying you want to do it now. And, now is
a great time to do it, to take that step.
Is it a book? Perhaps. Is it channeling? Perhaps. Is it a new business? Perhaps.
Is it healing? Yes. Is it teaching that things aren't always as they seem, that
everything is an illusion? Yes. Is it working as a clerk in a store where you
can smile at a hundred people a day and literally change their potentials? Absolutely,
Is it gathering together as Shaumbra, putting your energies together now and
bringing this thing that still remains in the ethers – Shaumbra University
– to Earth? Perhaps. Is it the music? Oh, you say you don't know anything
about music. Guess again. Go back to your stone. It is in there; you created
What is it that you want to do? It doesn't have to be anyone else's expectation,
only your own. What do you want to do? Not what others would like you to do,
or what you think others would like you to do. What do YOU choose to do on Earth
And, let there be no limitations. Call in your support group. Breathe in those
energies into your reality. Along with them flow the potential bubbles. Apply
your Creator energy and watch how things start manifesting. As they do, take
ownership, ownership for everything that happens. It may not be exactly manifesting
how you wanted them to or imagined them to be because sometimes wants and even
imaginations can have their limitations.
As you bring these energies of your Creator-ship into your life, your passion,
watch how they unfold. As we have said before, give them their own freedom.
Bless them. Allow them to unfold in ways that even you couldn’t have imagined.
But, it is time right now, no holding back.
What happens if you hold back? In a sense, what happens to any energies that
are pent-up, any energies that are enslaved, limited, or restricted: sooner
or later they have to get out. Somehow they will manage to set themselves free.
Perhaps, it is through the body or the mind. Perhaps, it will be attracting
an external event to you that will get you into the driver's seat and going,
moving. Again, no agenda on our part… it is your part we are responding
You have become impatient with yourself and frustrated with yourself. But,
then you use the excuse, “I am waiting for the magic moment.” Let's
make this moment magic right now. Let’s make this the parting of the seas,
the opening of the skies, the lightning bolt. Let’s make this the magic,
Hold your stone. Oh, you say, “Tobias, this is silly. There is no stone.”
We are going to ask you to go beyond that. Hold the stone. Breathe in your energies.
That is what the stone is: your energies. Breathe them in. Give yourself the
blessing of making this – right now, right here – the magic moment.
No more waiting… we’re tired of waiting. And, so are you.
The moment to begin moving forward… what is it that you choose to do?
It can be big and small. It can be anything that you want. Bring it in. Let
Some of you have experienced this. You are in places right now where you couldn’t
have possibly imagined a few years ago. And, you can expand that also. You don't
have to stop there. The only thing we’re going to ask you is something
we have talked to you about before. Remember in your passion and what you want
to do: do it for yourself and ONLY for yourself. Do it as your own self-expression.
There is a tendency – and it will backfire on you – the tendency
to want to do it to save the world, or at least some of the world, a tendency
in your very loving humanitarian nature say, “But I want to go out and
help all of those who are more sick, who are depressed, who are lame.”
That will come. But, whatever your passion is, do it for you… you see.
Stop applying it to everything else. It puts a rather interesting and a very
potent energy on things.
If you do it to try to save the world, you know what’s going to happen?
Yes, you'll do it, and the world will try to save you at the same time. Do it
for yourself… YOUR passion, your passion for you. We know you are going
to feel a bit selfish. Get through it. Move beyond it. Do it for you. Then,
you will have the tools. You will have the appropriate energy balance to help
those who are ready.
The point is that new support rolls in. It is waiting to go to work with you,
to help you manifest. If you continue to wait, it will have a way of –
how to say – stagnating on you. And, you know what happens with stagnating
energy. It calls out for release. It calls in other energies that facilitate
So, let us clear here for a moment. It is as simple as taking a deep breath.
Clearing, moving energies through, seeing things for what they really are, not
accepting any specific or locked-in illusion, but clearing, seeing into the
many, many layers of what's going on. And, right now there is a lot going on.
It is time for a change all over the world. And, the world is crying out for
it, calling out for it. It is calling out for it as we approach this time of
the quantum leap. It needs to clear itself of Old Energies and consciousnesses.
It needs to clear itself of the physical energies that have been stuck and also
of the consciousness energies.
There is an old belief system on Earth. It is ready to change. And, it is partly
an overlay that many of you still carry. And, that overlay says that for everything
that is created it must also be destroyed. For everything that is built it must
come down. For every good thing that happens something of the opposite energy
comes along. In order to make progress the creator must come in with the destroyer,
the yin and the yang of the balance.
But, not anymore… not anymore. That is old dualistic thinking that says
creator/destroyer are part of the same. We can move beyond that with Shaumbra
today starting with this group.
Let us bring in the energy of our second guest – Shiva, the destroyer
(some laughter). The destroyer energy of Shiva has been waiting to come in.
Oh, it has been very active on Earth in these past few weeks. It is very ingrained
in many of the cultures of this world.
It is time that… you know, Shiva doesn't like his/her job anymore (some
laughter). Shiva got tired of being the destroyer a long time ago, wanted out.
But, it would have upset so many across the world who felt that the creator
has to be accompanied by the destroyer. But, Shiva finds this wonderful opportunity,
this magic moment here with Shaumbra today to go.
Now, it’s going to piss off a lot of people (more laughter). It’s
going to throw their balance off because they have to have that destroyer energy.
It has been part of their operating system.
But, we’re going to let Shiva go. Now, we don't have to tell anyone.
We’ll just let Shiva go today, and leave the other energies, the creator
energy, to now find itself in a new way where it doesn't need the opposite.
It doesn't need the antithesis.
Shiva comes in a bit tired, has been busy lately, a bit worn out, a bit bewildered
of why it took humanity so long to relieve him of the duties… and her.
It is a unisex energy. It works either way, depending on what you are calling.
Shiva has always been called on to destroy, to take down structure. And, in
a sense, that was appropriate. Structure always wants to be restructured. But,
it doesn't have to be destroyed. Humans took Shiva too literally, turned Shiva
into the destroyer, the annihilator of energies.
So, you found yourself in a rhythm. Humankind found itself in a rhythm of building/destroying.
You have seen it in your own lives. One day you have money, and the next day
you destroy it (some laughter). One day you have health, and then you destroy
it. One day you have a mate. Oh, that isn’t Shiva; that is something else
(more laughter). You go your separate ways.
One day you are feeling good and whole and pure into yourself, and then you
ask Shiva to come in and destroy what you built up because you felt like you
were gods in training, junior gods, that you couldn’t allow your creations
to go into full reality. So, you brought in Shiva, and Shiva destroyed, tore
apart, facilitated change indeed. But, perhaps it is time to move out of that
consciousness of having to destroy, of having to have yin and yang.
Now, this will frustrate some of you. You are so used to yin and yang, opposites,
two different ways, masculine/famine, all of these opposing forces. You can't
even imagine what it is like to not have the opposing force. You’re so
used to Shiva coming along to destroy what you’ve built up that you've
So many of you say, “I will build a company, but I know inside that at
some point something will go wrong, and it will come falling down.” “It’s
the way life is, isn’t it,” you say. It’s Shiva coming in
to destroy what you built up… junior creators who were afraid to let their
creators go into full manifestation.
So, let us breathe in this energy of Shiva. She comes in without the sword,
without the dark energies… wasn’t at all what she was supposed to
be in the first place. She is supposed to be the transmuter. Humans took it
into the destroyer.
Let us breathe in the energies of Shiva, the energies of Shiva within each
one of us as well, within our consciousness, within the way we operate and believe.
“We believe in Shiva. We believe in the destroyer. We believe in the devil
and in Lucifer and of the energies that take apart.”
Let us breathe those in and feel them here for a moment. Let us breathe Shiva
in. Honor him for all of the work she has done. Let us breathe Shiva in, and
have compassion of why this belief system was allowed to operate in our lives
and in our consciousness. And, then let us relieve Shiva of her duties. She
wants to go back to her original natural energies, no longer labeled as the
destroyer, no longer the one who takes things apart, dismantles.
You see, we can restructure energy in a new non-destructive way now. It can
be graceful. It can flow.
Let us take that deep breath of Shiva, and then release. Release the Shiva,
the destroyer, within yourself and within human consciousness. Others will still
want to play with Shiva in their lives. But, now by releasing this energy today…
by letting Shiva go… no longer a god… worshiped as a god…
no longer a god energy… just released of all of his responsibilities and
job descriptions… letting that go… now the potential exists for
other humans who are ready to move beyond destructive energy in their life so
that they can also let the Shiva out of them.
You don't need it anymore in your lives either. You don't need to have energies
destroy. Transmute… yes. Change and expand… yes. But, it doesn't
have to destroy. It doesn't have to wipe out. It is part of clarity, part of
clearing. We clear the old overlay of destroyer. Creator, the singular Creator,
the clear Creator, evolves, expands, flows but it doesn't need to destroy.
We are going to do one other thing today with our group of Shaumbra, something
that we did six days ago with Shaumbra on the Lake of Tahoe, something that
we want to bring to all of you at this point, something that is interesting
that is happening within the dynamics of Shaumbra. You see, you are opening
up your full self. Oh, and you already know this in ways that you couldn’t
have imagined. You are expanding. You are growing. You are getting back in contact
with your true voice, your open self.
And, as you do, as you change the very nature of your identity, there is that
human aspect of you. It’s a part of you, an aspect of you. The human self…
we don’t want to call it the ego, although some of you may identify with
it. But, it is the human story, the “little self” that is wondering
what the hell is happening (some laughter). It is wondering what are you doing.
It is like, in a sense… the human self, the “little self,”
is like a child that is concerned now, is wondering what you, the full self,
are doing. Will you leave it behind? Will you still take care of it? Will you
still love it? Will you still feed it, for it has a body, you know? The full
self doesn't have a body. The human self does. It has needs. It has emotions.
Sometimes this little human self can be such a brat, as you know. It can seem
to work against you. Sometimes it rebels. Sometimes it stomps its foot and says
it won't have any more of this fluffy, airy-fairy stuff (more laughter). Sometimes
it cries and cries and cries because it needs attention and it needs love. Sometimes
it runs and hides and makes you feel guilty about what you're doing to it.
Other times, it becomes very clever, very clever indeed. It says, “Oh,
but true full God-self, I own you. I made you. I am the human. I have the mind.
I have the body. You have nothing. You are a figment of my hallucinations (more
laughter). I own you, and therefore I am. I take ownership of our spiritual
journey because without me you wouldn’t even be having one.”
So, it tries to claim the spirituality. Oh, that is a very interesting situation,
a kind of reversal of energies with that little human self. Then, it starts
feeding on your spiritual journey. It starts controlling it. It starts getting
into its story, using it to expand its story.
The symptoms are quite simple. It starts puffing itself up, talking about how
grand and special of a being it is because it is spiritual. It starts pretending
that it can read minds. It starts prophesizing even though the prophecies never
Ah, yes, this is a classic case of “little human” taking over “big
Spirit.” And, it happens very often. It is not cause for alarm. It is
simply cause for awareness. It happens to everyone to a degree until they feel
the energies aren’t appropriate. It feels somewhat stuck and definitely
sickening. It feels like there is an insatiable appetite to continue feeding
on the spiritual puffery, the spiritual “I-stand-on-a-grander-place-than-you-stand.”
It can't continue to feed that appetite, so it continues to do even more crazy
things, even more dramatic things. That is how the energies are very evident.
Some of you, we know, have felt this in yourself and moved beyond it. Some
of you pretend that you moved beyond it. Some of you see it definitely in other
people. It is simply a symptom of “little self” being afraid, so
it to tries to take over and control “big self.”
Other times we said “little self” cries. “Little self”
feels pain. It feels abandoned. So many of you continue to feel abandonment
issues. “Oh,” you say, “I must have been abandoned in a past
life.” Guess again. You are being abandoned in this lifetime (laughter)
by you and yourself.
So, it operates in many different ways, but we are here right now in this magic
moment to acknowledge that this is happening. As you expand and soar and go
into these new realms and bring new understanding and meaning into your life,
stop for a moment. “Little self,” human self, may have some needs.
It doesn’t mean you’re going to succumb to all of these and go back
to being “little human story.” It simply means you’re understanding
that it’s part of you. And, you don't want to go on this journey without
it. You don't want to abandon it because it’s going to come back and find
you sooner or later. And, then it will be really pissed, really upset.
So, let us take this moment, sitting together right here and right now. Breathe
in. You are in the energy of your true self, your expanded self right now.
Then, there is that human self, that part that has to trudge off to work everyday,
the part that has to write the bills, feed the body, exercise the body, maneuver
through traffic, try to get some sleep. That is the part we’re talking
about. That is the human self. Can you just love it right now? Can you just
embrace the human self? Give it a hug right now, just like you created the stone.
Imagine putting your arms around your human self… holding you…
loving you… reassuring the humanness of who you are… that you will
take care of its body… that you will stimulate its mind – even though
we go beyond the mind, we don't leave the mind behind… telling that human
self that it is appreciated for mowing the lawn and doing the dishes…
telling the human self it is loved from every waking moment, everything it does…
hugging your human self and assuring it that it will never be left behind…
never be forgotten… and never be denied. Hug yourself. Tenderly kiss yourself
like you’ve never done before.
There is no need to destroy the human aspect. Humanness is wonderful. There
is no need for Shiva to have to come in and destroy human. It is about embracing,
loving and embodying human, even in your expanded state. You don't ever want
to leave yourself alone, just as we never leave you alone.
And so it is!
Tobias of the Crimson Council is presented by Geoffrey Hoppe, aka "Cauldre,"
in Golden, Colorado. The story of Tobias, from the biblical Book of Tobit, can
be found on the Crimson Circle web site at www.crimsoncircle.com.
The Tobias Materials have been offered free of charge to lightworkers and Shaumbra
around the world since August 1999, the time when Tobias said humanity moved
past the potential of destruction and into the New Energy.
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first to transition into the New Energy. As they experience the joys and challenges
of the ascension status, they help other humans on their journeys through sharing,
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The Crimson Circle meets monthly in the Denver, Colorado area where Tobias
presents the latest information through Geoffrey Hoppe. Tobias states that he
and the others of the celestial Crimson Council are actually channeling the
humans. According to Tobias, they are reading our energies and translating our
own information back to us so we can see it from the outside, while experiencing
it on the inside. The "Shoud" is the portion of the channeling where
Tobias steps aside and the energy of the humans is channeled directly by Geoffrey
Crimson Circle gatherings are open to the public. The Crimson Circle receives
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The ultimate purpose of the Crimson Circle is to serve as human guides
and teachers to those walking the path of inner spiritual awakening. This is
not an evangelical mission. Rather, the inner light will guide people to your
doorstep for your compassion and care. You will know what to do and teach in
that moment, when the unique and precious human who is about to embark on the
journey of the Bridge of Swords comes to you.
If you are reading this and feel a sense of truth and connection, you are
indeed Shaumbra. You are a teacher and a human guide. Allow the seed of divinity
to blossom within you in this moment and for all times to come. You are never
alone, for there is family around the world and angels in the realms around
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